posting my journal entry
unedited, uranus and the sun are right on my chart ruler... forecast coming tomorrow ;)
Life requires death. When a baby is born, the new life steers the parents’ lives, and the old way of being dies. New trees can’t grow under rotten or overgrown shrub.
Tending to death is vital work. Sometimes death is natural, and you can let go without a fight and that is enough. Sometimes a fight is a part of birth-death processes. Sometimes there are things that must die, that we must kill.
Some things are antithetical. Too connected to one another, that one can’t live if the other does too. To awaken what calls from within you, the first step may be to kill what is borrowing it’s life force.
The forest naturally burns small fires sometimes, to wipe out dead flammable shrub. The strong living trees survive, the new buds can take their first breath. If there is no burn, then one spark out of place will catch on the abundant dead material and burn the whole forest down.
Start a controlled burn inside my body, so that the materials that must be cleared out get so hot and uncomfortable they never last past their expiration date, so there is always room for new life to land.